Laura and I had our first fight yesterday. Hopefully it’s also our last. I’m not surprised that I was the one who made HER cry because I can be mean and insensitive, but I think we both have a good handle on how and why it happened. I am not going to become that person again that I was last night because I don’t want to turn into my father (he’s an otherwise great guy, but not so far as his relationship with my mother). I love her so much and I know that we are meant to be together forever and I do hate to see her upset. I should never yell at anyone I love no matter how angry I am. I will make an effort not to yell at anyone anymore, but especially not Laura. She is the one person I could not bare losing.
